Dear Paizlee

Dear Paizlee Ann,

I know I tell you this a million times a day, but, I am so in love with you.

You are perfect in every single way. I love your blue eyes, your light brown hair, and your tiny feet and hands. I can honestly say I loved you the second I seen those two pink lines. And my love only grew stronger as I felt you move, roll, hiccup, and kick inside of my tummy. I cannot explain the way I felt when I heard you cry for the first time, the way I felt when I seen you for the first time, or how much my heart grew when I held you for the first time.

I loved all 6.6 pounds, and 20 inches of you more then anything. I loved cuddling you, holding you, kissing you, and just staring at you all day long.

It seemd like you were just born last week, but as I look at you right this very second, your hair is in a messy ponytail, you have cute turquoise and white pajamas on, and you have my cell phone held up against your ear pretending you are talking to someone, while watching Lady and The Tramp.

You are a lot more work now. I chase you around the house all day long, pick your toys up at least 10 times a day, kiss you a thousand times a day, share my drinks and snacks with you, dance around the family room to Garth Brooks, and watch Disney and Sesame Street movies with you.

You have changed my entire life.

Yesterday was a Saturday night. Before I got pregnant I would have been going shopping to find a perfect outfit to wear that night, go out with friends, and stay up until late hours of the night.

Last night I bought you new clothes, cleaned our house, watched Toy Story 2, ate fruit snacks, and cuddled you for hours. And was up at 8 am to do it all over again.

And I wouldn't have it any other way. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. Thank you for letting me be your Mom, teaching me new things every single day, letting me love you & loving me back. You are AMAZING in every single way.

I love you more then you will ever know!!

Love, Mom